Why are you troubled when things succeed not as you desire? Who is he who has all things according to his min ? (Eccles. 6:2).
Truly it is misery to live upon the earth (Job 19:1; Eccles, 2:17). The more a spiritual man desires to be, the more bitter does this present life become to him, because he perceives better and sees more clearly the defects of human corruption.

( monk Thomas A Kempis)